Kyle’s Last Christmas
Some thought the world would end earlier this year thanks to a limited Mayan calendar and a healthy dose of paranoia. It’s not the first time people have thought the world will end, and it certainly won’t be the last. The apocalypse continues to capture the imagination of writers as evidenced by the numerous end of days scenarios - everything from supervolcanoes and rogue viruses turning us into zombies to nuclear war and malevolent aliens.
In Obscura Burning, my main character Kyle gets tangled up in a quantum event that may or may not bring about Armageddon. His world degrades as does his psyche with the world all but guaranteed to end in fire. No zombies or germ warfare here - just a boy struggling with reality and his penchant for flames. Writing this book got me thinking about what I would do if I knew without a doubt that the world was going to end. Would I stay home with family? Would I splurge on plane tickets and get in some last minute travelling before the world goes boom? Would I even stick around for the fiery end or check-out early on my own terms?
Although Kyle’s story centres around the Fourth of July, I wonder what he would’ve done had he had one last Christmas to spend with his loved ones. I imagine it would've gone something like this:
We’ve gone all out this year, stringing every ribbon of tinsel we can scrounge from attic boxes around the house. All that gold and silver - it makes my eyes hurt. Dad’s doing the lights too, strangling our house and the oak tree outside my window with blinking LEDs. Mom’s on a mission with dinner. She’s getting ready to feed the whole state of New Mexico. Not that any of us can eat with the knots in our stomachs as we wait to expire. I wonder if it’ll be slow and painful. If I’ll even know it’s happening or if it’ll be like flicking a switch from light to dark, life to death. Mom and Dad hold hands and reach for mine. This is the way the world ends, families coming together at the last supper with bowed heads and sweaty palms, mumbling prayers to gods with iron fists. I just wish it was over already, so that my atoms could spread across the void to make new stars.
Author: Suzanne Van Rooyen
Reading level: Young Adult
Genre: Science Fiction
Release Date: December 7th 2012
Publisher: Etopia Press
Release Date: December 7th 2012
Publisher: Etopia Press
The world's going to end in fire…and it's all Kyle's fault.
Kyle Wolfe's world is about to crash and burn. Just weeks away from graduation, a fire kills Kyle's two best friends and leaves him permanently scarred. A fire that Kyle accidentally set the night he cheated on his boyfriend Danny with their female friend, Shira. That same day, a strange new planet, Obscura, appears in the sky. And suddenly Kyle's friends aren't all that dead anymore.
Each time Kyle goes to sleep, he awakens to two different realities. In one, his boyfriend Danny is still alive, but Shira is dead. In the other, it's Shira who's alive...and now they're friends with benefits. Shifting between realities is slowly killing him, and he's not the only one dying. The world is dying with him. He's pretty sure Obscura has something to do with it, but with his parents' marriage imploding and realities shifting each time he closes his eyes, Kyle has problems enough without being the one in charge of saving the world...
Closing my eyes, I imagine New Mexico burning, can almost smell it, the pungent pine, fireball mesquite, and smouldering cacti. I should be worried about the damage the UV’s doing to my scars, but after tonight, none of that will matter.
Just when you think it can’t possibly get any hotter or the mercury will explode, the temperature rises just a few more degrees. Today, Coyote’s Luck lies in a simmering mirage, hotter than any hell imaginable.
The crush of mesquite huddling between the tombstones offers little respite from the sun. Sticking to the dappled shade, I thread my way toward Danny’s grave. I’m not alone.
She looks like a ghost with the white sundress fanning around her legs, her long black hair teased by the warm breeze. For a moment, I think it’s one of the ch’iindi made flesh, until she turns at the sound of my step.
Gabriela, her face a teary-eyed frown. She folds her arms and returns her gaze to the grave. When did she get so thin? She was always so voluptuous, a shorter, less saggy version of her mother. Now she looks more like a sixteen-year-old kid, barely there in layers of cotton.
We stand in silence, both just staring at the grave. The rosaries dangle over the stone, tied in knots around the stems of already dead flowers. There’s a white and blue beaded one, the one that was attached to Danny’s bed, the one he’d kiss at night before going to sleep.
“I miss him so much,” Gabriela says eventually.
“So do I.”
“I blame you, you know.” She casts me a sidelong glance.
“Maybe you should.”
She nods and sniffs and fingers one of the blooms turned brown by the heat.
“Dead, all of it.” She tears the petals from the stalk. “Little Maria, now Daniel.” She turns her dark eyes on me, searching for something I wish I could give her.
“This is killing my parents. Daniel was their only son. They’ll never have more children. Once, I had a brother. Now I’m alone. Sister to dead siblings.”
That’s the most Gabriela’s ever said, to me at least. I’m stunned into uncomfortable silence.
There’s nothing I can say that’ll make it right. But tonight, maybe there’ll be something I can do.
There’s nothing I can say that’ll make it right. But tonight, maybe there’ll be something I can do.
“I wish I could make it right.” My words sound so pathetic.
She harrumphs and digs her sandaled toe into the dirt. “Nothing can make Daniel dying right.”
“I’m sorry.” There is nothing else I can say without trying to explain the whole confusing story and Gabriela’s not the type to believe in rifts in reality.
“Tell Daniel you’re sorry. He’s the one who died because of you.” She takes a deliberate step away from me, crosses herself, offering prayers in Spanish to the ether.
“I loved him, you know.” Maybe I am to blame, but she makes it sound like I don’t give a crap that he’s dead.
“Obviously not enough.”
Suzanne is represented by Jordy Albert of the Booker Albert Agency.
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-1 autographed paperback of Obscura Burning
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-3 surprise items from each of the main characters
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I would buy A Dragonfly In Amber by Diana Gabaldon.
ReplyDeleteProbably Legend, by Marie Lu XD
ReplyDeleteThanks for the giveaway XD
Thanks for the fabulous post and giveaway! Congrats to Suzanne on the new release! I'm torn between Falling Kingdoms and Throne of Glass :)
ReplyDeleteI had Suzanne on last week (I think it was last week...) and really like her! I look forward to reading this one one of these days...
ReplyDeleteThe book really does sound interesting!
DeleteLove the excerpt and am so curious now, thank you Melissa for sharing it.
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DeleteMaybe CLOUD ATLAS by David Mitchell.
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ReplyDeleteOops, sorry wrong account. I'd love buy Insurgent.
DeleteCity of ashes by cassandra claire:)
Deletenot exactly sure...Something of my 5 pages of Wishlist, lol. maybe new Pamela Palmer or Linda Laul Miller?
ReplyDeleteI think I would buy Scarlet by Marissa Meyer.
ReplyDeleteI think I would buy House Rules by Chloe Neill or Easy by Tammara Webber.
ReplyDeleteThanks,
Leanne
I have been wanting to get Warm Bodies :)
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